Peeeeace Tribe! It's been a while. How tha hell r ya? Me? I'm staggering a lil bit from the drunkiness of playin House in the name of love. Which might sound like a dope ass poem, but I mean it literally.
As of 2:30 AM Monday, May 29, 2023, my 6 month relationship w/my Boo instantly ended. N at 1st, I was stunned. Then numb af. Then full of emotion. N now I feel kinda cool, for the 1st time.
For 6 months, I okayed House w/a man 10 yrs my Senior. We went 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 together! He was proud to have me & I was proud to have him. So proud, I put the practice of all my sacred knowledge to the side. Instead, I ate big plates of red meat, GMO veggies, drank alcohol & had 𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂 of sex 😏! We slept together nightly & every weekend, we explored the World.
It felt like a breath of fresh air. Which I never experienced before. I curved 𝓪𝓵𝓵 of the dudes in my man well & I dove explosively into him. In doing that, I had to forget about myself. He wasn't big on occult knowledge w/me, altho he was a Mason. Soul Science talk about cosmic messages & interactions becam confusing to explain, so I ditched them. N continued to get lost in our love journey.
I never wanted marriage, but I was doin wife shit. N the Universe said "Mmk, I gotta lesson for errrbody playin w/love. All those u willing to teach the Convos of the planet will live the lesson of the messages. Mercury (planet of communication) + Uranus (explosive change challenging tradition) + North Node (destiny for this lifetime) + New Moon (New Beginnings), gone make it do what it do babies!" I was so busy playin House, I didn't even pay attention to the warning.
May 29, 2023, Venus & Chiron added themselves to the convo & played themselves out in my 7th House. The House of long lasting partnership, romance & compromise. N seemingly in the blink of an eye, my romance ended, bitter energy was all around us & now we gotta pretend like we don't know eachother. I got cozy w/numbness. Yet again. Cuz it felt familiar. My girlfriends turned into coaches & insisted 𝔀𝓮 get into some fun shit!
As a Gemini (Sun & Mercury), it's against my nature to turn down fun. But still, I craved answers. Then