"I'm fuq'd up. Homie, u fuq'd up but if God got us then we gone be alright" -Kendrick Lamar
Most people kno me as a bubble of sunshine & I'm quite proud of that. But my secret is, I have enough depressing playin in my background 2 drive several people stone crazy. That's surely what it did 4 a while... I won't go in2 the details here, but just kno, it's been a hell of a journey. I had a few near death/fatally sick experiences, since childhood but throughout my life.
Then love affairs so consuming, I'm sure I died (a number of times). Add 2 children 2 that &, let's just say I learned 2 juggle. I had 2 become a master magician 4 the sake of my children.
Eventually, I got to such a dark state, submersed in the solitude of brokenness. I was past tears, sex & food. I wanted to give up air, but my children needed me. I began to read books like The Secret & any Lisa Nichols book I could find. Eventually I found my reckless thoughts silly & laughed my way to happiness. One nano second @ a time.
I recognize my happiness is a choice, & I choose to be blissfully, abundantly happy 24/7. The only being to always fully feel the magnitude of my choices is me.
I remember what the other lifestyle felt like & I vowed to never go back. These days, I have a lot less money, but a lot more peace. I adore this change in paradigm.
I recognize how much better I physically feel when I think positively. I'm also enjoying watching science take it course. I changed my thoughts, which changed language, which changed my mood, which changed my vibe. Everything I'm around responds to these changes.
I'm in the best health of my life. Everyday I'm reminded of new reasons to smile. I even recieve pleasant surprises from strangers on my rough days. People do the most silly, mundane things to inspire a smile. Call me corney, but I love this shit.
We all kno life happens. Did u kno u're producer/creator? (Sshhh... God told me )